Twitter is my constant reminder of other people's success and happiness.

Thanks, twitter.

Sincerely,

broken heart.

Happy September, everyone.

since I've been blabbering too many words already, here's a bunch of pictures and stuff.

point of interest: here's a link to totalfilm's list of good movies coming out this month.

bye

there

Today I met most of my college friends--the group I always hang out with. Hazman, my chaletmate, was in the area so it was a must for me to get to see him. It was great to see everyone...but then again, it was sad seeing everyone knowing that all of them are flying to the UK in a few weeks' time. I'm happy for them, really I am, it's just....something I know I have to live with for the next few years or so. Once again I am reminded of the consequences of my failure. But somehow, one way or the other, I know all this hardship has a silver lining to it. There's going to be something for me sooner or later. In a year, two years, who knows how long it'll take? My dream of studying overseas may take even more than that.

As cliche as it sounds: when there's a will, there's a way. and I'm more determined than ever to try and make it come true. I'm not keeping this studying overseas mission as an obsession, or to prove myself to my family and my peers. It's really just something I genuinely want. My dreams haven't ended. There's something great out there for me.

It's there, I know it.